Don't you know by now
your kind is better at wanting
then you will ever be at having.
This is your gift and your tragedy
that you chose and did not,
your fault alone and
can never be your fault.
(blame the generation before, and the one before that, and the one ad infinitum...)
This, you, is nothing but an animal nature.
But you cannot know this, can you?
Otherwise it would be different,
and for it to be different would mean
that your time is now.
But, no, your time is not now.
Soon enough, yes, but not quite now.
So don't know yet.
No, not quite yet...
Be patient and perhaps there will still be some time left?